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Thursday, September 25th, 2003
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12:52a - Feelin' bluesy
I drew this picture this evening. It really fits my mood.
Recently, it seemed as if my life has hit a rut it cannot get out of. The Mega Man series, even though I'm playing gams in it I've never played before, seems as if it's not any fun. My artwork feels stale when compaired to others. I've been drawing since 95', and it seems I havn't gotten as far as I thought I'd be by now. I'm completely uninspired in my writing, even though I've gotten some encouragment to start up my old fics.
What it boils down to is I feel like just giving up on everything. Stop chasing my dreams and become a slave to reality. And that knowledge hurts. I just wish I had someone here, next to me, who loved what I loved, and could lift me up now when I'm feeling so low. But instead, I find myself coldly alone, unable to share anything with anyone.
I feel cut off from everyone, alone in a cold, dark void; completly empty and souless.
....but then, maybe it's because I'm menstraiting....
current mood:  melancholy
current music: Def Leppard - "Have you ever needed someone so bad?" (5 comments |comment on this)
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